Tonight I went for a walk...kind of a later walk
then I would normally take but I made the mistake of having Starbucks late in
the day and thought it might help use up some of the lingering (albeit totally
worth it) caffeine...As I was walking I looked up and noticed the absolutely
breathtaking clear night sky filled to overflowing with so many brilliant
stars, one could not count them in a lifetime. A view I don't normally
miss due to earlier walks. All of a sudden I was completely overcome
with gratitude. Gratitude that the Lord would choose to, in all
His glory and majesty, love us. That with all His power and
Majesty He still chose to sacrifice His son....that He would have done it all
for even one of us. It blows me away. My eyes filled with tears
and I spent the next few moments in thankful praise. It
brought to mind this question, What place does emotion have in a worship
experience? I recently have had a few different conversations
with people about this topic. One of those conversations was with my
sister who visited from California recently. We were discussing
the worship service we attended at my church and she stated how she does not
like emotional worship experiences because to her, worship isn't about the
emotions but rather the act of praise, and sometimes the emotional piece of it
can become a distraction or a forced reaction...and can also take away from the
Biblical foundation because we base truth on how we feel rather then what the
Bible says. It really got me thinking about my own approach to
worship, both leading and congregational. It can be very easy to
make emotion the focus....Letting emotion induce the atmosphere rather then the
atmosphere induce emotion. In other words, allowing the Holy Spirit to
move and in His doing so, bring about a genuine emotional response, rather then
forcing an emotional interaction with the Father to make oneself feel as though
they had a true worship experience.
I googled the topic and at least a
dozen articles popped up on the subject. People questioning emotions in
worship, people promoting or criticizing it...My personal take is this... I
think that all people are different. No two relationships with the
Father are the same...and I believe as a result of this we all respond
differently to the moving of His Spirit. The key to a worship
experience....music or otherwise, is that the presence of the Lord is there and
that your heart be purposed to bring Him glory, show Him gratitude, and stand
in a place of reverent expectation. Whatever that may look like.
I do believe though, that in sweet moments with the Lord where He shows
us more of His heart, or reveals something to us that we needed to hear,
causing us to repent. Or times when we feel close to Him and feel the
warmth of His embrace, or spend time in intercession for another in need....
Some of these things can, and even should bring out an emotional response.
He is not reliant nor dependent on our emotional state.
He does not change because we feel Him more one day then the next.
He is not trying to be relevant or trendy. He is everlasting and
His love for us never changes. But I do believe that when the Spirit
moves, it can change our experience....it can help to move our heart towards
Him....to soften a tough spot, to tear down a wall, to build a bridge or bring
healing. If we start out in worship with the intention of being
brought to tears, then we are not really ready for what the Spirit has for us.
But remaining vulnerable to His moving, may just take us into new
territory. This morning during our worship service, there was a woman
who was so overcome with joy that she spent much of one of the songs in
laughter....it was the most precious thing and brought me to a place of joy
because it was so evident that her laughter was the overflow of her heart.
Not a forced reaction but an involuntary response. By nature I am
an emotional person but I find it so contagious when those around me are filled
with joy, gratitude, and reverence toward the Lord. It even sometimes it
can help to pull me out of a place of complacency, or distraction.
Psalm 98:4-9 says
4
Shout for joy to the Lord, all
the earth,
burst
into jubilant song with music;
5
make music to the Lord with
the harp,
with
the harp and the sound of singing,
6
with trumpets and the blast of the
ram’s horn—
shout
for joy before the Lord, the King.
7
Let the sea resound, and everything
in it,
the
world, and all who live in it.
8
Let the rivers clap their hands,
let
the mountains sing together for joy;
9
let them sing before the Lord,
for
he comes to judge the earth.
He will judge the world in righteousness
and
the peoples with equity
Worship is the Bible has many uses, many places of
prevalence and it is not always the cry for help or shout of joy.
Sometimes music is used as a weapon against the enemy and sometimes it is
used as a battle cry. Other times it is an overflow of praise to the
King of Kings. But I cannot help but wonder if there were not some tears
of joy as this Psalm was sung. If there wasn't some laughter as these
words were lifted up the the Father. He knows the heart of
man....and if it is for Him, then let every tear, every cry, every laugh, every
shout, be for His glory.
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